the way that in the trap dean says “i hope you can hear me. i hope you can hear me.” this man has spent his whole life loving cas silently. loving cas in the dark quiet corners of his soul no one can find, not even himself. and then. in that moment. he gets down on his knees and begs for cas to hear him. thinking they may never find each other thinking they’re about to die he confesses out loud what he has kept quiet for a decade.
